Monday, 28 April, 2008

officially out of hell


Its been a long long time since I wrote here. This place has been my white queendom.
The place where I poured out all the stark white depression of my life. My hell.
This is the place which let me heal my deepest wounds. This is also the place where I shared my joys and highs. But at one point I realized the muck I had let out here was beginning to stick to me and I felt a need to get away. A need to let go of the past, the pain the sorrow, a need to be born anew. So, in one stroke, I left. Left for a new untainted beginning. Left for a place where there was no pain. I moved towards a transformation.
Yet a tie had remained.
Today, a year to the day I started this place, which became the core of my existence, I officially wrap up this bundle for good.
I am officially closing my blog.
I feel a lot of things...

A sense of joy for having gotten over my past.
A sense of loss for putting a final lid over some of the most honest emotions I have ever let out.
A sense of gratitude for the wonderful friends I found through this space and the support I got from them...

But I must not linger now.

my dear kingdom of white white sand..
I bid you one final goodbye..
don't let time blow away the prints I have left..
don't let my silent whispers die..

12 comments:

Vandita said...

dunno what to say dear...
except that im gonna miss u, im hopin some day u'll wanna come back and u will...
till then, wishin u the best in life...take care!
love Vands

Sam said...

Ohh..Here's wishing you all the best and I hope you aren't able to stay awy from this space too long!!.. Take care sweetie, you'll be missed!! :(

Bubbles of FireWhiskey said...

i've been out the last few days travelling and stuff. am back home now. i dont know what to say. and even if i did, i dont know if i would want to say it. you're gonna be missed. hope you find a way back here sometime soon.

lucfier said...

hey Umang ...i will miss your blog for sure ..its such a heart break ,hope you will be back someday .....Best OF luck for all the future endeavours ...stay in touch !!!

humbl devil said...

oye...lautke aana zaroor!!!

*~*Sameera*~* said...

Good you got your life back!But I feel whether you blog or not,you should keep writing,cause you are really a great writer!

All the best :)

Vandita said...

Mann aka Bubbles' new post
she asked me to drop the link to everyone on her blogroll

s.H.a.S.h.I said...

oye heroine why u closing ure blog.... all the baccha bees will miss u Queenie,...
nwz how uve been long time ??
hows life... my sincere request.. keep buzzing... bye tc..

Reeta Skeeter said...

awww...am reading this post today...after ages it seems...hmmm

Priya said...

:) Good Luck..wherever you are and in whatever you do...

ray said...

Hi ,

I was reading ur blog posts and found some of them to be wow.. u write well.. Why don't you popularize it more.. ur posts on ur blog ‘Pieces of a tattered soul ’ took my particular attention as some of them are interesting topics of mine too;

BTW I help out some ex-IIMA guys who with another batch mate run www.rambhai.com where you can post links to your most loved blog-posts. Rambhai was the chaiwala at IIMA and it is a site where users can themselves share links to blog posts etc and other can find and vote on them. The best make it to the homepage!

This way you can reach out to rambhai readers some of whom could become your ardent fans.. who knows.. :)

Cheers,

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